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Sigh............. the last day of school was OVER. That day was pretty emotional. As I walked up the stairs, WAHLAH~ there was a whole row of two-twoers crying like xiao. It was scary, I walked as fast as I could past them, afraid to get the crying disease. From what my sec 2 senior explained to me, as long as one person cry, another will cry and it will go oooonn and ooonnnn, so thankgod I scurried away. The time when we had to tell our reflections to the class was the most emotional. WOW. I didn't cry. But 88% of the reflections told had the a part that got to do with- ups and downs in friendship. I just realised that it was only this year, that all these misunderstandings flew in. Last year, we didn't have such heavy cliques like this year, although we did had little distinguished groups of friends here and there, at the end of the day, our class spirit is like WOAH. P6 Orchid. =) Then this year, we broke up into cliques, and our cliques were too, erm, stickywicky. Nevermind, I don't think you ppl get me. I have then set a goal, that next year, I aim to communicate more with other ppl, because having such a strong clique sometimes prevents you from communicating with others. ( dont take this to heart ppl=)

And YES. I have matured a bit. I learnt this cool ability. The ability to try to feel how someone else feels. More... sensitive to other's feelings. It helped me alot. But when ppl are mega sad, of course I won' t make myself mega sad too la=) But few of my friends commented that I use this 'ability' to often, and I become too soft, and that's why I cannot learn how to retort back at ppl:( I need to learn anger lessons from Pinkie, Sarah and Kelly. But I think if I were to take up these lessons, my SHI FUS will probably explode at me=_= basically because everytime I'm angry, I immediately compress my feelings into me you see, then other people around me won't get affected=) BUT, one of my friends said that I should learn to let out abit, and not compress so much, if not, the day I die, is the day I will explode with all these compressed emotions. MAN. That is just pure freaky. But sometimes, I feel that people should learn to be a little more sensitive( no offense ), cause' when they just call me stuff that I don't like hearing, after a while, I feel sad and a little angry. OH WELL. I DO KNOW THAT IT'S BECAUSE THATS THE WAY I AM =D But still. I have feelings too=) and i am HUMAN(wow).

Nevermind about that, onto who I will miss dearly. I will defintely miss my teachers like xiao. I just Y Helen Tan's evil grin, Tan Aye Leng's personality, Fausta Tan's retardedness, Armstrong's humour, Shanthi's feminist-ity, Kang Lao Shi's fake fake blurrness, Jenny lee's blurrness and one billion dollar smile, Mrs V's kindness, and all our other teachers. We really had quite a good combo of teachers this year. Ranging from freaky-grinned ones, to retarded ones=) And well of course, I will miss oneone dearly, and the fact that we won't be the youngest in the ENTIRE school anymore=P And most importantly. I WILL MISS YOU CHLOE B. C BUBU. sigh... guava juice...

Now, for my dedications:

To Kityee:

My dear bimbo( haha ), thankyou for being my most talkative senior and probably the most crappiest one too. Thanks for being my human directory although I still got a little lost at BUGIS, but ya. Thanks for listening to my shittiest crap I give sometimes, and the rants that I only tell you. Thanks for letting me know that I am not the only scardey cat that hides under the blanket during scary showXD Thanks for always smsing me like xiao, and you haven't complained once, and yes i know, your phone bill is sky rocketing. Sorry=( But basically, you've been a really GOOD senior and I really appreciate it and I hope that you will be my senior ALL THE WAY=)yay! Y ya man!

To my other seniors:

Thanks for slacking when I really needed it during band, and supporting me all the way=)

To Sarah:

I did not really know you last year, but this year I got to know you MUCH better. Thanks for going HIGH AND MAD sometimes, and it is really fun to be with you when you're high and crazy. But I still agree with your maid fwens that you're P5-ish=)) You taught me lots of stuff, and I have adapted to the chim english environment. Thankyou for being my fwen and hearing my crap and teaching me stuff about life. Thanks for consulting me at times, you make me feel like a councillor man=) Haha, thanks for teaching me how to be more mature too, you made me think stuff in a different way sometimes=) I mean the way you act la, not when you're high=) But I really hope we would be good friends forever=D

To Kelly:

Haha, you were the very FIRST person to show me how to throw a temper properly. And MAN it was cool. I didn't know you that well last year either, but this year I got to know you much better, and thanks for teaching me those groovy clappy beats~ although I took three days to learn them. Thanks for always being there from me, teaching me how to save money=) and all. Thanks for consulting me in stuff sometimes, and it broadens the way I think. ALOT. And about boys~ ahem. nvm. Thx for squealing the way Sarah does, as it wakes me up from my naps sometimes=_= Thanks for talking about Band camp cause' now I am alitte freaked out, but much more hyped about it=) Y the way you speak cantonese(winks ) And I hope we would be good friends forever too=D

To Vanessa:

Woah man, You're really important to me Van. And I want you to know that=) You were the first really close fwen I had in the beginning of the year, right after I my besties went to other schools=( You taught me lots of stuff too, like chickenabe haha. I love your weird laugh, and I really treasure the funny moments we had together during Chinese class. Haha, Mellissa's Aheming and Pammy's shoeXD Although we may hang out with different groups of friends, I am very glad that this has not affected our friendship in anyway, and we still are closies!! Thanks for brigtening up chinese lessons with you odd laughter and sick stuffXD hope that we would be great friends forever!

To Pinkie:

Woah ho man! I am still trying my ultimate best to learn that look that only you and sarah can do! But you're more pro-er than sarah ( no offense!). But I am failing terribly. Pinkie, I have learnt alot from you. I learnt a little art stuff from you, and MAN can you draw! I am still learning though. Thanks for introducing me to such funny youtube videos that brigtened me and my brother's lives with tears. ( laughing ones) I learnt how to be more mature from you as well. And I am still learning sacarsm from you and Sarah but, uh, I don't think I am quite good at it. You've been a great friend, and I hope our friendship will last forever!

To Laura:

My dear sick husband, I will NEVER forget you. You were the first one who polluted my mind~ and that is not an insult. We had such funny moments together, Elvis Breastly and Assley, Man! I laughed my head off!! You cheered me up with your sick talk, and taught me how to laugh like minnie mouse. You run like a deer, and I envy that=) I hope that we will be husband and wife forever and ever!! =D

To Valerie:

Thanks for laughing along with me when I needed it, and your expressions are just HILLARIOUS. You taught me the tricks in the game CHEAT, and now, I can at least play it! XD Thanks for being such a great great funny friend and I love you blurrness sometimes! Hope we can be friends forever!!

To Nuttaye:

Yo Boyfriend, Thanks for teaching me how to dance, and teaching me a little dress sense. Hope you will be my BOYFRIEND for ever, but not hubby, I shall be loyal to LauraXD

To Grace Neo:

Thanks for reminding me of a little baby sometimes, and thanks for saying AH DOH, cuz it brightens my day up, as it sounds really cute. You have BEAutiful handwriting, and you ought to be proud of it=) Friends forever!!

To Grace Adam:

Thanks for being my ever so considerate partner, who writes so so so fast during lit, and thus makes me chiong like mad to catch up with you ( but I never did=_=). Thanks for being so nice to me, although yes i know, You're partner is a naughty lazy pig. I really love your neat handwriting as well. So.... STAY FRIENDS FOREVER!

To Lisa:

Thanks for crapping to me during camp when I was bored, and thanks for influencing me to grow taller=) Thanks for being nice to me, and teaching me never ever to believe in cockroach eggs ever again. Friends always!

To Pearlene:

Thanks for being such a CRAZY friend and you were the one who taught me the word cheekopek. Haha. You're a really nice friend and I hope I friendship will last forever=D

To Kaili and Pammy:

HEY OLD PALS! I would never ever forget the happy moments we had together last time=D Thanks for being my fwens still, and I reaallllyyy treasure our everlasting friendship man!XD

To the Saxy Saxophonists:

Thankyou for making me deaf during band pracs sometimes, and making me laugh till I cry. But I think we should quieten down abit, cause' now i think we are the noisiest section. BUT OUR SECTION IS STILL THE BEST MAN!! GO SAXY PPL!

To my church fwens:

Thanks for being my friends and made camp such an enjoyable one for meXD

And I think thats about it....

Okay! Bye Bye people!

And I Y everyone!!

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